She has it all, but Nicole Kidman longs for one thing…

To the average Joe, Nicole Kidman looks like a woman who has it all, but there's one thing she wishes she had more of. The actress (48) longs for more children with her Aussie country music star beau Keith Urban. Speaking to Vogue, Kidman, who married Urban in 2006, revealed how falling in love with him changed her life:

“I looked up at him at one point and I saw his tattoos and his foot going, and he had the guitar, and I was like, ‘God, I love that man. I’m so glad I’m in this world’,” she recalls.

The Eyes Wide Shut and Moulin Rouge star, who has two daughters with Urban, Sunday Rose (7) and Faith Margaret (4), as well as her two grown-up children from her marriage to Tom Cruise, told the magazine:

“I wish I could have met him much earlier and had way more children with him. But I didn’t. I mean, if I could have had two more children with him, that would have been just glorious. But as Keith says, ‘The wanting mind, Nicole. Shut it down’.”

But she hasn't given up hope of expanding her family just yet: speaking to a radio station last year, Kidman revealed:

 “My grandmother had her last baby at 49 so you never know, I’m baby crazy. I love babies … kids, they are just extraordinary.”

Even in Hollywood it seems, it's impossible to have it all.