Safiyya Vorajee says she's 'struggling' on first Mother's Day since the death of daughter Azaylia
Baby Azaylia sadly lost her life back in April at just eight months old, following a courageous battle with acute myeloid leukaemia.
And today, on Mother's Day, her heartbroken mum has taken to social media to share an emotional tribute to her baby girl.
Safiyya Vorajee, 33, partner of former footballer Ashley Cain admitted that she was 'really struggling' and felt 'suffocated' as she described her heartache.
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Alongside some truly adorable snaps, Vorajee penned the lengthy caption:
"My beautiful daughter Azaylia Diamond Cain.
The most precious memories we made together, the beautiful feeling you gave me when you was born and I saw your angelic face, everyday with you was magical a true gift to be your mummy.
We will always be connected our bond & love is UNBREAKABLE and I no your with me today & everyday.
How am I coping with today???
I’m really struggling, the ache in my heart the lump in my throat the sore eyes from me crying I feel suffocated by today I just want it to be over is the truth of how it really feels.
Waking up with a heavy heart is something I do every day but today I was reflecting on last years Mother’s Day, I was so proud to wake up with my baby give her a bath see her pretty smile light up my heart and have breakfast at home as a family smiling & enjoying my 1st Mother’s Day I will always treasure that day.
I no so many of you Angel mummys are waking up feeling the same, or the sadness of not having a mother to share this special day with my thoughts and love are with you all be gentle with your self today.
And for the others that are lucky enough to celebrate this day hold it with both hands and soak every last drop up with your children or mothers.
Thank you Ashley for waking me up this morning & bringing me coffee & flowers in bed but most importantly making me a mummy to our beautiful baby girl my love will run for eternity for you & Azaylia.
Thank you to everyone for the beautiful messages flowers and treats the kindness is heartwarming."